miercuri, 9 decembrie 2009

empire state of mind...

I hate everything about me today. I hate myself totally. I can’t recognize myself in the mirror, inside or outside. I used to love doing things, enjoy the simple things, I used to walk outside, sit on a bench and write whatever about the people that just passed by , or about the emotions sent by a leaf, take photos . I used to be free… and now that I’m free, I’m actually not.

I hate the fact that I don’t have time to read, to write more, to do whatever. I hate the fact that I stand at the point where I ask myself if this is really who I am and what I want to do.

Everything seems to go bad, and I’m useless because I can’t do anything to change it. I guess I’m not that strong as I thought. I’m tired of having to do the things that I have to do and none of the things I want to.

I want to go anywhere but here, I want a new start. A new life.

Why am I stuck here?

I’m a mess.

2 comentarii:

  1. You should write more often.Also try this:get your self something to play with,something small and always carry it with you.Whenever you have time just play with it and let your dreams flow.Start from simple things.Take it one step at a time and don't forget to smile:)
    Have a nice day!

  2. iti revii tu, te subestimezi; cum zicea mamaie, "fruntea sus si genunchii tari" :P toate trec :)


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