allways the same

I know we can do better . I really need to believe that . Everybody comes, everybody goes, but who will stay in the end? Actually, the question is will anybody stay?

today, tomorrow ....

it’s allways the same.

I have an awful stade of mind. Lots of thoughts running through my head, nothing clear , just a blur. Hate it. But still, can’t help it. And i hate that i can’t help it.

Do it all over again, it’s allways the same....

So i'm still searching. Maybe i'll find something , maybe i won't. Struggle.

mare.....

Saptamana viitoare plec la mare . I can hardly wait. Ieri mi-am luat biletele and i'm ready to go.

:D

If it kills me

N-am mai scris de aproape 2 luni, nici nu stiu cand a trecut timpul.
Acum ascult o melodie draguta de la Jason Mraz - If it kills me , pe care am descoperit-o uitandu-ma la un dans superb din SYTUCD. Enjoy it ...
( http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bnfAx_Yn-HY )

Hello, tell me you know
Yeah, you figured me out
Something gave it away
And it would be such a beautiful moment
To see the look on your face
To know that I know that you know now

And baby that's a case of my wishful thinking
You know nothing
Cause you and I
Why, we go carrying on for hours, on and
We get along much better
Than you and your boyfriend

Well all I really wanna do is love you
A kind much closer than friends use
But I still can't say it after all we've been through
And all I really want from you is to feel me
As the feeling inside keeps building
And I will find a way to you if it kills me
If it kills me

Well how long, can I go on like this,
Wishing to kiss you,
Before I rightly explode?
This double life I lead isn't healthy for me
In fact it makes me nervous
If I get caught I could be risking it all

Baby there's a lot that I miss
In case I'm wrong

Well all I really wanna do is love you
A kind much closer than friends use
But I still can't say it after all we've been through
And all I really want from you is to feel me
As the feeling inside keeps building
And I will find a way to you if it kills me
If it kills me

If I should be so bold
I'd ask you to hold my heart in your hand
Tell you from the start how I've longed to be your man
But I never said I would
I guess I'm gonna miss my chance again

All I really wanna do is love you
A kind much closer than friends use
But I still can't say it after all we've been through
And all I really want from you is to feel me
As the feeling inside keeps building
And I will find a way to you if it kills me
If it kills me
If it kills me
I think it might kill me

And all I really want from you is to feel me
It's a feeling inside that keeps building
And I will find a way to you if it kills me
If it kills me
If it kills me
It might kill me

alone apart

Am terminat si anul 2 de Cibernetica. Fara restante , evident :)

Acum trebuie sa ma mut din Moxa in Belvedere, mi-am cam terminat bagajele..si am ajuns la concluzia ca am prea multe lucruri si nu stiu de unde. Maine seara ma mut. Urasc sa ma mut. Urasc sfarsiturile de orice fel. Sfarsitul anului 2, implinirea a 1 an de la angajare. As pleca la mare ...

Macar ploua.. imi place cand ploua..ma relaxeaza,ascult Glen Hansard & Marketa Irglova - Alone Apart . Deprimanta melodie,dar foarte frumoasa totusi.

Saptamana viitoare ma duc la 2 zile de BestFest pe bilete castigate :)

Motorhead si Santana. Abia astept sa ii vad.

Si se anunta si un promitator Rock City Open Air , de ziua mea.

M-am impacat cu o persoana foarte draga mie , ceea ce mi-a dat speranta ca totusi se poate sa fie si bine. Sper sa ma ierti pentru cuvintele adresate , imi pare rau. Am fost foarte radicala , fara sa privesc decat intr-o singura directie. Dar si tu ai gresit...

Acum sunt fericita pentru ca ne-am regasit relatia. Te iubesc.

Pacat ca pleaca o alta persoana draga...

pfffffffff

Intr-o pauza de invatat ( sau ma rog, incercat ) la marketing.. 

Este o materie...interesanta, dar atat de plictisitoare cand trebuie sa o tocesti...Diana nu inteleg nici acum de ce ai ales facultatea aia, si cum de ai medii atat de fabuloase. Esti un geniu.

Abia astept sa se termine sesiunea ( desi inseamna intoarcere la munca ) si sper sa primesc camin pe vara.

Recomadare : Truda - Mesaj becalian http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e2PumqkS9oU

Transitions.

Ascultand melodiile de pe Don't let your dreams fall asleep , Luna Amara , incerc sa invat la finante si sa nu ma mai gandesc la problemele personale.Nu imi reuseste. Citesc o propozitie a 3a oara si simt ca nu am citit-o niciodata. Nu retin nimic.

Little Sun. Vreau sa fii tare. Vreau sa fie bine. 

To the riots in your hair To the bravery in your hands To your smile that's always there To your love that never ends

De la capat iar?

Is it to the moon Or is it to the sun Is it down to earth Or is it high above

Dead ends.

angels walk among us

Am fost miercuri ,29.04.2009 ("la multi ani"), la concert la Sala Palatului - ANATHEMA .
A fost o seara magica, un concert foarte foarte bun ,un sunet impecabil , jocuri de lumini si o muzica specifica Anathema prin care e suficient sa inchizi ochii si sa intri in transa. Imi doream sa nu se mai termine niciodata. Au cantat cu suflet si a fost superb.